Sunday, April 19, 2009
haiz... i'm not happy today! duno y... mayb slp too much or wat... feel so moody de whole day.... sianz... no mood to do work... so many tings haven do yet... nv reli study anything today... wasting my time... but i watch xin xing de yan lei... jerry so handsome... i tink de oni ting tat make me smile today was tat show... see jerry smile oso got xin fu de feeling leh! lols... haiz... tml need go sch again... so wish i can slp... continue to slp... till dun wake up anymore...
anw... my mum said tat she's going china wif my dad on 9th of may... sianz... i cannot go.... all because i need to go sch! hate sch... but to tink on the bright side... i should ting tat i now study hard den next time can earn more money n go more country... haiz... but everyday wonder wat my life will be next time.. hu will still be around me n hu will leave my life... tinking of tat reli make me feels like giving up my life... happiness seems so far from me... i reli duno when can i reli be happy n have no stress n worry... now i reli noe y some ppl will commit suicide... cas life is so miserable... but i dun tink i have de courage to endure such pain of commiting suicide... y can't i jus slp till die... den i will be v happy... haiz... life sux!!!
i tink i'm not like last time anymore... i'm not happy n lively anymore... everyting seems meaningless... haiz...
kkz... go le... bb~!
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
it seems that everyone are having their new frens and new life... everyone was so happy... but till now... i dun feel happy at all... haiz... i hate YJC! arghh! lata got module test somemore... feel like dying... i'm tired of living man... life sux!
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Saturday, April 4, 2009
yoz! i'm back!!! so long nv come here post le wor.. hmm.. still de same... sch still so stress n sianz... did my project work PI today... crack my brain sia.. den tml going study le... cas monday got test... like got so many test n so many hw... wan die le... sianz... i miss my BS7 n SELANG lots! wan go out wif them! anw... i gain weight tat time... so these few days trying to slim down by eating lesser... luckily it did paid off... i loss about 1kg le... hehex^^ few more kgs to go~!
even though on join volleyball... but instead of losing weight my fats had became muscle... den like more big leh... so ugly... so wan lose weight 1st den can... or else like more n more fats... n heard tat muscle is heavier den fats.. so i reli muz slim down le!!! kkz.. gtg le... miss ya guys~! bb^^
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