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Saturday, May 30, 2009

hey~! i'm back...

ytd i went to amk library to do my hw... but didn't reli do much cas was toking n slacking... lols... after tat went back to ama hse... anw... jus now i was toking to my ama n aunt when i actually intended to study for chem test... therefore... i haven started studying yet... haiz... sianz... holiday isn't like holiday at all...hope next week can end reli fast... kkz.. gtg already... bb^^

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

selang!!!

yoyo~!!! so long nv come post le.. i tink like reli gonna dead soon... haiz.. sianz... today going let parent sign my results... not v gd... chinese de most sux... still comment say i keep tok nv pay attention... go eat shit beta... de teacher sux!!! but still got other teacher say i gd n quite... cas i purposely at chinese class disturb... cas dun like her... damn bastard one... lols! anw... life reli sux alot nowadays... n i'm getting slacker n slacker liao... sianz... scare i retain sia... haiz... n my eng nv even improve yet as u can see from my post.. lols!!! however, from the next post i will try to use perfect eng ok? try lah... sianz... den tis fri going have eng n chi block test... haven even prepare yet loh... haiz...

ohya.. 4get say last sat n sun.. sat when to math trail den after tat go gai gai wif tj,clement n mappy to buy yt present... den sun go farm tgt wif selang n de three guys tat mention jus now... quite fun being tgt... but the oni problem is tat we need to walk a v v long distance to reach de farm... den my leg wan break! lols... den after tat jiu go watch movie... at 1st we wanted to watch night at de museum, but not back seats left... so watch conspiracy... nv knew tat de show would be so interesting lah... so nice^^ hehex... at least i understand quite alot without my dad sitting beside me n explaining... cas normally this type of eng movie bout internet all tat i not reli gd at... hahas... nice loh.. muz go watch if see my blog!! hehex=)

next week going go sch again even though it was said to be a holiday... lols... anw... i dun tink i can expect any fun n slack holiday either... those teachers wun let us go... sure give alot of work to do on holi de... cannot take it... life in jc is damn stress... how i wish tat i could go poly... eventhough some of my poly frens said that they felt stress too.. i still wish i'm there instead of in this jc...

also duno ytd where pop out a container of chocolate... i tink i going to gain weight soon~ hahas...

kkz.. stop here bahz... bb^^ muackz!!!

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

haiz... i'm not happy today! duno y... mayb slp too much or wat... feel so moody de whole day.... sianz... no mood to do work... so many tings haven do yet... nv reli study anything today... wasting my time... but i watch xin xing de yan lei... jerry so handsome... i tink de oni ting tat make me smile today was tat show... see jerry smile oso got xin fu de feeling leh! lols... haiz... tml need go sch again... so wish i can slp... continue to slp... till dun wake up anymore...
anw... my mum said tat she's going china wif my dad on 9th of may... sianz... i cannot go.... all because i need to go sch! hate sch... but to tink on the bright side... i should ting tat i now study hard den next time can earn more money n go more country... haiz... but everyday wonder wat my life will be next time.. hu will still be around me n hu will leave my life... tinking of tat reli make me feels like giving up my life... happiness seems so far from me... i reli duno when can i reli be happy n have no stress n worry... now i reli noe y some ppl will commit suicide... cas life is so miserable... but i dun tink i have de courage to endure such pain of commiting suicide... y can't i jus slp till die... den i will be v happy... haiz... life sux!!!
i tink i'm not like last time anymore... i'm not happy n lively anymore... everyting seems meaningless... haiz...
kkz... go le... bb~!

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

it seems that everyone are having their new frens and new life... everyone was so happy... but till now... i dun feel happy at all... haiz... i hate YJC! arghh! lata got module test somemore... feel like dying... i'm tired of living man... life sux!

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Saturday, April 4, 2009

yoz! i'm back!!! so long nv come here post le wor.. hmm.. still de same... sch still so stress n sianz... did my project work PI today... crack my brain sia.. den tml going study le... cas monday got test... like got so many test n so many hw... wan die le... sianz... i miss my BS7 n SELANG lots! wan go out wif them! anw... i gain weight tat time... so these few days trying to slim down by eating lesser... luckily it did paid off... i loss about 1kg le... hehex^^ few more kgs to go~!
even though on join volleyball... but instead of losing weight my fats had became muscle... den like more big leh... so ugly... so wan lose weight 1st den can... or else like more n more fats... n heard tat muscle is heavier den fats.. so i reli muz slim down le!!! kkz.. gtg le... miss ya guys~! bb^^

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

arghh!!! i wan die... hate jc life... so sux!!! so stress... i'm not happy at all... i still like pri sch n sec sch BEST!!! i tink mayb i go wrong liao... i shldn't have go jc... it's not de life i wanted... but it is still de faster route to uni lah... no choice... haiz... everyday lack of slp... even my aunt oso say my look like to jia lat liao... i wan to slp!!! i hate going to sch!!!! i wan quit sch lah!!!

hope holi got time go out wif bs7 n selang... miss them so much! they are my real frens^^

holi mayb still got alot of work wan do loh... n oni got 3 day holi... cas mon n tue is make up lesson for de camp tat time... sianz one... so waste time... camp oso not we choose de date one... how can lidat... so sux!!

dun wan post liao! i wan go hm le... bb~~!!!

hate sch!!!

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Saturday, February 7, 2009

hihi!!! i'm back! past few days i was in sch having orientation... it was damn bored... oni some part quite not bad oni... all of them was so high accept me... they all cheer n shout so loud... but i hack care one... nv shout... hahas.. jus open my mouth... lols... seriously i tink de orientation was such a waste of time lah... other gd sch might have started their lessons... n we was playing for a week.. imagine i have to take my A'lvls next yr... OMG! can't believe tat i was still having fun in sch... haiz... tink next week lessons will start... quite excited n curious bout how lessons are going to carry out in JC lifes... but i'm reli afriad tat i will do badly... if i did badly tis time i was jus wasting my past few yrs studying so hard for my O'lvls... so i muz reli work v v hard!!!
hmms... today went to jh n tj aunt hse to cut my fringe... cas i tink my fringe more n more sux liao... so need go cut... their aunt charge me so cheap make me so ps... lols... after tat when to buy ezan birthday present cas tml my sis n i will be attending her 2 yr old birthday party... bought all barney stuff cas she like BARNEY!!! hahas... anw... i tink i gain weight during tis holi... so sad lah!!! so i went jogging wif my dad today.. hahas... but jog for 1day wun reli help much too... lols... i wan lose weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tml going to buy my bag for sch n going ezan birthday party! hope can find something simple n nice:)
kkz... post till here le.. bb^^

misses BS7 n SELANG alot alot*

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